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Wednesday, 08 April 2009

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    Wire to Wire
    By Razorlight
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    the worst day of my life, probably.
    i just realized i can't trust anyone but myself.
    and when i trust myself,
    i tend to let myself down, too.

    just like now. i haven't eat for all day long
    and then i come home all upset
    and i make chinese.
    i SUCK so bad..

    BUT i did lose weight so i'm happy about that afterall.
    it's not that bad, but it could be a lot better.



    i'm off,
    going to jog for an hour or so,
    it's getting sunny and warm here (:


    love you all xx









Monday, 30 March 2009

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    A Walk to Remember
    By David Andrews, Peter Coyote, Marisa Miller, Dean Mumford, Gordon Groddy
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    i did so good today!
    nothing for breakfast,
    then for lunch 3 cookies.
    and then nothing :D
    that chinese in my fridge
    looks pretty yummy tho..
    well i might eat some,
    but not a lot, i wanna feel proud later :D

    i HATE school.
    i have SO much work to do!
    i did nothing wrong if i was sick for a week,
    but my teachers still seem to be mad about it.
    idk what's up with that :/
    i really am busy,
    i wish i'd have homework at least till friday,
    but NOOO, i have to have everything tomorrow!
    and about all that, i found out today!
    not that anyone could tell me..
    but okay, i don't mind. it's all good (:

    no thinspo today,
    but a good one next time,
    i promise


    <3

Thursday, 26 March 2009

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    Twilight (The Twilight Saga, Book 1)
    By Stephenie Meyer
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    i didn't do too well today.
    i'm at home this week, i'm sick,
    and i eat too much.
    less than usual, but still too much :/
    b: cheese toast, 1/5 of sweet pepper
    l: /
    d: cheese toast, 1/5 of sweet pepper

    outtake: i did 300 situps.
                 & i'm going for thousand todayy :]



    going to school on monday.
    can't wait to see everyone again.
    but i need to study if i wanna pass the history class haha :D


    ''Think thin!''

    Thinspoo <3:




    that's what i wantt <3 ->




Tuesday, 24 March 2009

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    Fall for You
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    okay, so I decided to try this out again.
    i did it twice already, but it never worked.
    and now i'm motivated,
    because my crush's ex girlfriend is PERFECT.
    and even tho he said she's a whore,
    they ramain friends and it's driving me crazy.
    i'm tired of being guy's friend,
    i want someone to see me as 'maybe a grilfriend'.

    i know it's going to be hard,
    since i'm hungry all the time haha :D
    but i have some tricks that can help me, i guess.
    - every time before you eat, drink a lot of water - it's healthy and it will make you feel less hungry
    - if you HAVE to binge, binge on fruit and veggies. not chocolate and cookies
    - before you eat lunch, eat a lot of salad - it's healthy and it will make you feel less hungry
    - don't weigh yourself everyday
    - find some motivation

    so i can say CHECK to all of these tips from now on.
    i'm full of enthusiasm,
    and i can't wait to get started!
    i'm kinda sick for a few days now,
    but that sure won't stop me from working out and eating less -
    even more motivation for when i go back to school, right?

    ''Nothing tastes as good as thin feels.''


    thinspo for todayy:










    i love this one <3





    stay strongg!!